a story

Once upon a time.. there was this Hippo.

He has weird attitude that people around might not like. But he is quite friendly and will help those who are in need. Of course that's why, he gets alot of friends. But just friends, he hardly find best friends that can share problems with. At least there are a few best friends.

This hippo has another gang of friends with attitude that has a 180 degree diff with him. He is like a the good ones, and his this gang of friends are like..

Go out til late at night like 4am-5am..

Go out 5-6 times a week.

Go out and do crazy stuff or sometimes they talk about nasty stuff that this hippo doesn't talk much. They always insult Hippo, coz there are weaknesses in him and cause he is different than them, so they might not feel so comfortable being much with him.

They likes to go to Hippo's house to stay, because his house has a lot of nice things to play and also lots and lots of chocolate ^ ^..

But in the end, after them playing or eating, they wont help Hippo much to get it tidy again or anything. They will juz make use of Hippo to the fullest. Sometimes they insult him badly, and they think it's fun because they are really use to it already..Hippo knows that he has been used for a lot of the time but he continues acting dunno.

The reason is Hippo loves them as their best friend. Hippo get scolded alot when go out late with them but keep it all to himself.. Until one day, suddenly this gang of friends that he loves stop contacting him or asking him out. He din't know what happened. When he asked them, they said they thought Hippo doesn't like them and so they make it easier to not mix with him.

Well, if so many people thinks they should stay away from this Hippo.
The problem must have been coming from this Hippo.Then he often wonder what is wrong with him that stir up all these hatred.

Tears shed at night or on pillows for a very long time.

After a while, the gang asked Hippo out again, hippo went out and find himself.. no longer can fit in the gang anymore, as if like when he first met them.. felt like strangers ..

After awhile these sadness goes off and he don't feel anything for them anymore..
and this is sad! -of course he still cares for them.. but not as much as he did before...